Content warning: This story discusses abuse and suicide.

Shia LaBeouf is getting candid about his spiritual journey.

In 90-minute interview with Bishop Robert Barron for his Word on Fire YouTube series, the Transformers alum opened up about how a dark time in his life led him to reexamine his faith. Explaining how he was "never an atheist" and had always considered himself to be an agnostic who "liked to argue," LaBeouf recalled turning to religion when he felt like his "life was on fire."